i can’t believe i started to write here again. my last entrance was over half year ago. i don;t know…it’s just the feeling of typing again..hehe

before that… Marhaban Ya Ramadhan…

i’m starting my clerkship next monday with radiology department. i heard it’s boring…and i’ve never master on reading x-ray..or even understand about nuclear medicine. i hope everything’s gonna be okay… because i’m really worried..scared..and terrified !!!! not only about the radiology department..but about me going into clerkship ! other than hear news here and there about how difficult can it be…i’m just not sure if i’m ready for it. i’m not that happy either when i successfully graduated last week. oh yeah..i had my graduation for ‘Sarjana Kedokteran’ on 26th August and both my parents came. it was an emotional ceremony….but i was half-hearted. i guess i’m not that passionate about my future profession…(yeah..doctor) and uh..yeah..it’s kind a dangerous path i took. i guess i’ll just go along with it as there’s not turning back for me (for a lot of reasons..or is it just an excuse ??!) and i’m already trapped here. so God..help me find my way here…

my advice, if u want to be a doctor.. it’s important to have passion for medicine. and trust me…even how genius you are…hard work is very important.